done gone crazy

Almost 7 months on my own and it's only now really starting to sink in. It's really hit me over the past few days and I'm feeling like I never really thought I would. All of a sudden, I'm overcome with a painful, near crippling loneliness. I can't seem to shake it. Worst of all, the more I feel it, the more I am isolating myself from those in my world that could actually help.